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I felt no need to give a handful of hearts because I was the one to leave soon.
They came quietly as if they didn’t really want anything from me, helped me lie down and helped me sleep.
Thinking of it, I’m a damned human.
I wanted to die, but if I wanted to die that much and run around I’d be suffocated and i hated that.
I wanted to die quietly like sleeping in bed. I hated painful things, and I didn’t like to take my own life.
So I live day by day as if a “time-limited” is a funny thing.
And I, yesterday today and tomorrow, just eating helplessly for death.
But God probably didn’t want to give me that helpless death.
My life has changed completely since that day.
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After that day the words that came of my mouth ‘just leave me alone, please get out ‘ .
The words of giving up on everything. The words ‘please don’t touch me ‘
But the emperor as if he’s ignoring my words, visited me day after day.
Arriving in the room today as well, he came by himself, sitting in a relaxed way and sighing deeply, even though I didn’t ask him to come.
His face, which looked around, became darker and darker. The Emperor, who looked at the sheet, the wall, and the bed I lay on, clicked his tongue.
“No matter how much I think about it, I don’t think this room is it.”
“……”
“It’s so dirty. How is this place in the palace? It’s just amazing. No one seems to even care. I’m going to get sick too if I’m here.”
That’s ridiculous.
I know this is somewhere in the palace. I heared it’s abandoned.
But no matter how you do, this is one of the imperial palaces where the emperor lives. But you didn’t know.
There could not be a fine sound coming out of my mouth.
“It’s a place where you’ve threw me, it’s more amazing”
“Threw? It’s ‘forget’! Forgot for a long time, not throw”2
That or that
Aren’t you tired of it ? It might be better to throw it away. Since I might remember what I abandon. If you forget like that, it seems like you erased the existence of me like an eraser in your head.
It seems I possessed the body of a kid whom nobody remembers.
I couldn’t make any rebuttal because he listed only absurd remarks.
That moment, he stood up from his seat hurriedly, as if he didn’t know if he can stand it any longer
“It can’t happen. I can’t stay any longer”
I could only laugh at his words. Tho I have been waiting here for so long. As expected, he couldn’t even stand it. Tho I have been living here with a sick body everyday.1
It is a momentary twisting and wriggling feeling.
It’s dark in front of me, it’s tingling inside. In the meantime, he asked me a question and shook my body. I raised my hand in a hurry but it didn’t work.
”Where do you feel uncomfortable?”
”Not inconvenience, ······It doesn’t change if you carry me with you…cough cough “
The stomach calmed down somehow, but the problem was next.
As if the change of environment wasn’t enough, Because I was hugged by him, a cough burst out as the cold and cold air that was higher than usual entered my throat in an instant.
Cough cough cough
The room was filled with only my cough.
From the first day, I could hear the sighs of the maids as well as of Rosanne, who had been sorry for me.
Unlike before, he didn’t add anything.” It was amazing.
His eyes were very firm as if to do as I wanted.
Even the emperor was worried that I might feel burdened being held by him in a long time ago,he lay me on the bed, covered me with a blanket, and turned around.
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